A Girl found a monk who speaks her mind.
She said:"I cant leave something, does not fit some people."
Monk said:"Nothing is fit."
She said:"These things and people I tend to not let go."
Monk asked her carried a cup, fill them with hot water has been poured into the water overflow.
She release her hand immediately.
Monk said:"There is nothing in this world is not fit, when you feel pain, you will naturally let go."
You may feel sad, because no matter how good you are for him, he did not appreciate, he can see it, he also can feel it, he was just pretending not to see or he did not want to think about you. Even thought no one could love him like you, you've tried your best to see him much more important than everything.
When you cannot contact him, you worried. Going to crazy.
But you have not thought, this is not your responsibility, and most likely, he is hiding from you because he scare to stand you. Dont keep text him or find him. For you, even that you got nothing to say, but just want to talk with him.
You feel that is normal, not demanding that, does not asking for anything.
He maybe wont take note to what you've tell.
Maybe your idea does not mean to his idea, your plan not same as him.
Are you sure you dont need any return from him? Are you sure you dont need his care?
Why you are so sad? Why you will be moody if you get nothing.
How will you feel sorry for it? So dont think that you are so in love with him is great, perhaps he did not care how you pay for him.
Sometimes the love you give him is a burden that may only make him more like the burden away from you.
You have to know you're not the girl he wants you to do another sound no match for people. That position did not you. Why should you insist to squeeze onto the go?
You say you know everything, but you do not try your best.
Love him was not your fault, care him is not your fault, could not control yourself not your fault.
But that is your way, people can not accept your so-called selfless love.
So if you love him, he does not love you, thn please do not try to let him know.
Even if you will be sad, or even sad tears to please, even the silent force yourself, must be endured.
Silly girl, forget it, all your nostalgia. Yourmemories. You have already had.
Those, have a memory.
Missing is not terrible, the most terrible is unable to face the problem.
Silly girl, you can not give up easily.
Because you pay off. Already paid, it will be like pillars as rooted in mind.
Do not bother to escape. Deliberately forgotten.
That makes you more pain. Around the columns, looking for future happiness and live it.
At there, have your ideal.
Silly girl, start a new habit of it. Habits, one person every day life.
Habits, one birthday or walking alone. Habits, through the familiar path.
The face of familiar scene. You can not escape.
To brave, reality the reality is.
Everything painted on the period.
Silly girl, courageous look at yourself in the mirror.
Sounded weak and emaciated that their grief. This is You.
Growing you, is gradually dying.
A New You, be reborn. Find your way, your future.
You will know all of the catastrophe is growing memorial.
Make the best of their own. Even, Alone.
Silly girl, vent it. Dont forget after vent over.
We should take heart.
Check it out! You lose, negligible.
There are so many people care about you with different ways.
So, you are not alone.
Silly girl, not worth it.
The past dust-laden bar. Do not wronged, do not be reconciled.
Start a new ride, to meet the new landscape, a new fortune.
Do what you should do.
Silly girl, life had faded colour, being quiet.
Do not sink in this quite inside. It will destroy you to meet another nice person.
Now, I treat you nice, nice, nice. You do not. You do not care. You so not cherish.
When a day you are hurt, think of me. Think that how I feel, is how you feel now.
At the time I could not live up to now as always I DO, DESPITE all of yours.
It turned out to give up a person, and finally force out by the other side.
-PEIJIA-
Tonight's Main Course. :p 
