It the last day of 2010 :)

People countdown for another 10hours to 2011

I countdown for two days, it's my last day to work in Strait Quay

And, the important Month for ME

Four months...

:) (:

:( ):

Happy? Not really.

Sad? Half Half ba.

Look at your smile, enough to me

Four months more

You fly to your dreams

I wont ask you for stay,

because i know that is your dream.

:)

I Am So Bad

Now I woke up suddenly

Yes...

I suddenly feel that which people around me for a long time

They suffered...

No mood, cause of me.

Angry, cause of me.

Dady mumy has told me before,

why I'll become like this???

I need some time to calm down myself i think...

I walk in a different world since half year and more ago...

Now I just relize that I must be more mature

And now, also relize that I'm childish all the way

Now, the people around me are so mature

For what I keep childish-ing?

For what if I still not prepare to change yet?

"I want you, but I cannot"

Do you know?

I dont want you to suffer do you know?

You're an unlucky person to be with me do you know it?

And yet, I'm not your style also, aren't?

Then why?

I gonna crazy because of this problem.

I'm not rich, not pretty, not mature, not sexy, not clever.

(But I try to change and you knew it right? I'd tried to cook well, I'd tried to buy mature cloths, but they not suit me, I'd tried to make over myself but I still not your style!)

I want to be the girl who you like in the club...

But I'm not mature!

But I'm not sexy!

But I'm not pretty!

In your eyes...

I want to be all the girl you like...

I'm going to carzyyy I know...

SIAO PO

I'm PEIJIA, she loves you

I tried to read, I go to work, I'm laughing with my friends, but I can't stop to keep myself from thinking. Hold you in my arms, promise you my love, tell you from my heart, you're all I'm thinking of. We're holding on forever, reaching for the love that seems so far. ♥

(We're going to holding hand forever... As I wish)

You're going Japan on 2011 April. Soon...

It's still long for you

You know, it's SOON for me...

I counting the day, everyday I woke up.

I learn to live without you

I learn to waiting the day you come back and find me

From now on...

I'm learning... dear

Just a smile and the rain is gone, the angel standing next to me. Just a smile and there's no way back, the angel is calling me. I know that I'll be ok now, this time it's real. I lay my love on you. It's all I wanna do, everytime I breathe I feel brand new, you open up my heart, show me all your love, and walk right through, as I lay my love on you.

I never knew that love could fell so good, like once in a lifetime, you change my world.

DEAR...

The more I know of you is the more I know I love you,

and the more that I'm sure I want you forever and ever more,

the more that you love me, the more that I know.

I'll wait you

until the day you come back here to find me

you'll still remember me?

I'm PEIJIA...

She's waiting you

She loves you

Touched♥

I wish i could travel around the world and visit the winter's country and feel the snowy's season and collect every type of snowflake and give to my dear for the best's Christmas present. ♥
My Beloved Dear Dear, you posted this on your facebook wall on 20/12/2010 at 5:31am
My tears came out with touch heart for the third time that came from you.

Thank you dear

You sha gua ah. First time you'll wish this type nonsense wish for me. Everytime when i talking about all the impossible thing you'll scold me.
I dont care that's just a wish or what, got you this word i feel enough.

Muacks!