Tuesday, January 18, 2011

I EXPECTED

Yes, I expected. But then I not comfirm whether YOU ARE? Or maybe NOT.
It's SHOCKED while listen IT
All those word you said WILL always on my mind.
How stupid am I if I forget it.
I MUST remember IT not only for this life...
NOT WORTH IT GOSH!
I must remind IT to myself until the day I lost my breath.
If not I will been Caught AGAIN.
Want me to repeat all this again?
IMPOSSIBLE!
I've learn IT from YOU
Thank you for Grow me up man!
Thank you for push me out man!
NEVER...
Never again!
Opps~ Money I Need you~
From myself!
I like how to use the money, the choice also in my own hands.
No need to see people FACES.
Find a rich person?
Whoo~ Not every rich person can suit to everyone, not every rich person is the good one.
"Follow who, whos money you using, must listen what She/He say."
Yeah, correct.
So why Still NEED?
Actually, DONT NEED.
Not we cant, nothing impossible, all is choose by ourself.
What we NEED truely, we know.
Sometime not we NEED, it's just we WANT.
I WANT IT, I WANT IT, IF NOT I WONT FEEL HAPPY.
Need and Want is totally different!
What I need? What I want?
I need then I can't lost it, I want so I WANT IT! But I also can choose to DON'T WANT.
Nothing will lost if i DON'T WANT, but something will gone if I lost the thing I really NEED it.
Want or Don't want, different is in our choice.
But I need air, water, food, health, money...
You want and you need MONEY because it feels good to buy and do the things you love, and it feels bad when you can't.
Regardless, where you are, what you do.
Just go ahead baa.
Choice is in our hands.
Only in our hands. Not others!
"Then you will know the truth and the truth will set you free."
I tried to learn it since a few months ago? What I receive?
Because I din't try my best!
What the hell am I doing here?!
You told me... MONEY...
Money money money money money!!!!!!!!
People would say they LOVE money, but if they don't have enough, they don't feel good about it at all.
If a person has all the money they need, they feel good about money for sure.
If you look out into the world, they still not feel enough! They started to be GREEDY.
Because you don't have all things in this world, so you won't feel enough and feel good to money.
This is HUMAN HEART.
And YOU had make me dissappointed on you.
I've no more feeling after you said that.
MONEY.
If "those" will make you HAPPY and feel HIGH enough.
Go ahead what you plan then!
I know what should I do after you make the choice.
The right choice for YOU. Correct?
I expected, and I SHOCKED to heard from YOUR mouth.
Finally, you tell out.
:')
I'm not sad dude! I just feel happy to listen from you.
Because of those word, I no need to scare myself drop into more deep anymore.
Because of those word, I've grow up more abit. I've know YOU more deep.
And It's deep enough. Enough!
Imma become crazy liaooooooooo!
:')
"Cry with my smile, let's the tear inflow my lips, feel the salty in my tongue. Then feel the pain in my heart :')"
-PeiJia-